Its really strange how to not meet someone who stays within 50metres on the same floor as your apartment.

Especially when you have lived here for 5 over years.

i snap at people very easily these few days.

i dont know why.

i feel like i've changed or something,

an alter ego perhaps.

or is this a manifestation of something more serious?

in my drive for economic wealth, i have neglected my mental health.

and the injuries are starting to show.

dang.

i need help.

I think i have a layman's term to aptly describe my medical condition.

It is called "Burnout", or an anxiety attack.

cool huh.

Hello fellow friends.
It is now 3hours, 10mins and 40seconds into the new year.

Looking back at 2007, anyone felt that the year could have been better spent?

Well, i do.

2007 is the last year where poly life still had an attachment too.

We all graduated in 2007, albeit different months.
Still, it was 2007.

Come 2008, new beginning.
Come 2008, it would be my year of enlistment, some 9 months later than my peers.

This is still a sore sticking point.

Really, its extremely irritating to be reminded of their ORD 9 months before mine.

It really sucks.

New Year resolution, anyone?

Not for me though, because i find it so cliche.

Year in year out, we have a resolution.

but really, it has evolved to become more of a formality,
to become a topic to start a conversation with.

it has also become commercialized. Like christmas.
what ever happened to the spirit of giving and such?

"New Year Resolution" has infact, in my opinion, lost its significance.
So, i would not have a new year resolution.
but i would, tick off the things that i want to achieve,
and those ticks or list of things would be a constant.

just because a new year is here doesnt mean i have to make a new list,
new resolution.

haha!
idle banter.
alright, i got to go sleep, gg wake up in 5hrs.

oh god, bless me.
give me the strength to climb out of bed tmr >.<