hols here.
in the midst of hols already.
soon sch reopen
then 2/3 weeks of school
then 1 week study break.
then exams
then hols
then sch reopen
then fuck

im SO sick and SO tired of all the FUCKING projects that ALWAYS
demand to draw the last ounce of sanity in me.

why cant SP just make life easier?


im fustrated, PISSED, STRESSED, ANXIOUS, ELATED, HAPPY, feeling EUPHORIC,
all at the same time BECAUSE
1. HOLIDAYS are just a FEW DAYS AWAY
2. PROJECTS ARE DUE 2 days AWAY
3. HOLIDAYS are SO GOD DAMN NEAR, YET SO FUCKING FAR
4. I JUST DONT KNOW how i can PASS friday.
5. I WISHED I WERE DEAD.


can someone treat me.
i think im developing a mental illness: depression or whatsoever.
nothing interests me anymore
why? i duno
only Goonzu interests me.

not supposed to PLAY it
BUT
argh destress
fuck it fuck it fuck it

what should i be feeling.
i duno.
2 weeks to holidays
ohhhhhhhh the ecstasy.
shiok.
now is to do projs and projs and projs.
actually 3 projs before hols end.
why am i not surprised.