boo.
42 for this FA test.

within my expectations of failing all 3 CAs.
reason: too slack
too damn lazy
no mood
damn sian
no motivation

then, i had PMS today.
not that im a girl but yah..
it was during tax tutorial.
totally had no mood to do anything wat so ever.

stone lor... keep sighing... keep thinking of dropping out of sch..
even miss ang also noticed and told me to work hard.

she really does care.
just that... duno leh
duno wat to do
mabbe next sem then make up to her..
by scoring good gradex =))

well, as i mentioned, i failed by FA and so mr tommy yee wanted to arrange for a remedial.
so kind of him right.
mr yee and miss ang are both nice teachers.
they don't leave students when they slacken during CAs.

WHAT A WONDERFUL JOB TEACHING IS!!!

mabbe i shld go be an accounting teacher next time.
then can hammer students with accured revenue, prepayments..

WOOOT =XXX
sadist, yeah

anyway it was nisa's bday today.
i only remembered it after sabby reminded me through sms last night!!!
i muz remember to get something for her tmr =P

ahhh...
am going to train with samuel this friday.
running, pull-ups and other physical stuff.
need to gain more muscles!!!
otherwise too skinny liao nobody likes =X

yah..basically thats all..
OH WAIT. i just remembered that betty tan wants to see our report tmr -___-
mines barely done.
bah, gona burn e oil tonight...
grrr....
next week IS is due.
i dun even know how to do lorhx...
my teammates oso like me blur blur de.

NVM, we seek help from vincent wong
hes soooooo nice im sure he will help us
keke...

yahh theres blaw also.. bloody toot we only got 1 week to do a frigging long arguement.
its 50 marks
prediction: gona pass boderlinely
mehhhhh

woooooooooooooooooo
gona slack by playing dota before doing work again.

argh, the PMS please dun appear again thx... =(

I GOT 45% FOR MY COST CA2!!!

*squeals in laughter!!!*
not that i care anyway, i cant be bothered.

fail fail lor, who cares.
as long as i can scrape a D for my modules,
ill be happified.

will get back Financial accounting tmr.
also cannot make it.
fail bahhh
no body cares.

saw on the news about new FRS framework,
inwhich loss/revenue from housing projects cannot be recognised until that project is completed.

Tax new relief,
combined family income with elderly must not be above $12,000 in order to claim CPF relief.
it was $8,000 before.

oh wait. why did i just do that?
never mind. i'm having a split personality i guess.
*shrugs*

hmmm guoqiang has been so busy.
rarely have time to talk to him on msn or even meet him.

luckily, sam and company has been quite free =)

catched a movie on saturday with them.
samuel called just after i took a shower and was feeling sleepy.
was reluctant to go but since he was at the bus stop near my house,
i let him up since my parents were both nt at home.

bah, i guessed that it was a suttle que that i shld go -______-...
cannot ask pple come up then dun go watch movie right... like so bad.. keke

yahh watched redeye.
thought that was a horror show, but it turned out to be a thriller.

Oh - My - God.
what a pleasant movie it was!
it totally justifies the 9.50 ticket price.

its about this bounty hunter wanting to assasinate an important person in the show.
and it so happens the girl sitting beside him on the plane was sorta the manager for the hotel of e important perosn.

by having the threat of having her dad kiled she co-operate...

and.. yah... the plan was thwarted...

OOPS!!! let out too much spoilers!!

close your eyes pls!!! =)

oops!! gota rush off for WC3 DoTA now..
nitey peeps!

another week has passed.
ITS NOW FRIDAY AGAIN!! WOOT WOOT!!!

alright.
next week get back all 3 papers
Tax, FCA and Cost.

I AM SO DEAD.
anyway, my prediction : all 3 i'll fail.
mabbe can pass cost with a stroke of luck.
oh fuck it, who cares.

im livin my life as slackily as possible,
to fully rest my self before i start work next time =X

Lol rubbish typing is all i know hehe...
alrighty... ill go... off then.. gona like slack at home or play warcraft
or wat eva except doing work =)

till then, adios amigos!

today was my tax ca2.
yes, i screwed it, BIG time.

very tricky questions,
very indepth knowledge needed to score for this paper.
unfortunately, i didnt have e knowledge =((.
argh enough of the test.

i went to school this morning, feeling so lethargic and feeling so down.
i don't know why.

suddenly, i feel as though my life in poly is so dull.
i wake up in the morning, head for school, studying, rush back home, tv, computer, sleep.

that pretty much is my normal day in school.
compared to my friends, i aint no hobbies, aint no CCA, aint found anything that interest me.

school now feels like a drag. yes, i felt that during secondary school.
but the accompaniment of friends helped me pull through 4 years of my teenage life.
school then was mainly full of laughter (yes, there were times when i felt like shit, but it passed very quickly), idle chat which i so enjoyed.
oh yes, the dirty jokes that we used to make too! *hi 5 zhen dong*

socalising in class was a breeze to me.
i could walk from 1 end to the other, making small talk with all others, or simple talk my way through free time with my friends sitting around me in class.
we were never out of topics.
despite some of us not sharing the same hobbies/interest, we bonded in class like glue.

hah, and i used to think that my class had totally no class spirit.
now seeing my poly class, i have to eat my own words.
not that my class is so darn pathetic, its just that there are mainly 3 camps.
the girls camp, the boys camp, and saleem camp.
oh and yes, they barely speak to others outside their camp.
as for me, well, im stuck in the middle~

upon looking back, i find myself utterly silly for dreading east spring secondary school.
i wished that O lvls would come fast, so that i could get out of ESSS ASAP.
what a swine i was.

i could have savoured each day with fresh enthusiast.
with more zest, sung the school song with more pride, more spirit.
took the pledge with more confidence, believing in the principles of our pledge; what our forefathers wanted Singapore to be.

heh, getting more patriotic after graduating.
baka, fool.
absence makes the heart grow fonder.
this is just so true.
i wonder where this phrase comes from.
from the heavens perhaps, that have seen all the wonders of the universe and on earth.

in short, sec life good, poly sucks.

OH GOD WHY AM I ALWAYS COMPARING NOW AND SECONDARY SCHOOL!!!

maybe cuz i dun like my course and have no cca.
or isit cuz SP is too frigging far and not condusive enough.

the answer is: I DON'T KNOW AND I FEEL LIKE SHIT NOW.

just like today, i 'stoned' and chose to get petrified for all e lessons.
teachers are taking note of me, asking me to buck up and practice the tutorials.

how to buck up, how to practise when i feel so forced?

no word can describe that feel of dread.
especially with the deadline of projects drawing so frigging near and 1/2 the time our group doesnt know how to do it (ESPECIALLY INFORMATION SYSTEMS!!!!!!!!!), it only adds to the fustration, only adds to the negative feelings.

EVERYBODY SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if screaming really works, ill go to the pasir ris beach and scream out all my fustration, all my unhappiness until my heart feels decompressed again.

Theres gona be more to life~ than chasing down every temporary high, to satisfy me!
boo. no temporary high tempts me enough.
no temporary high satisfies me enough.
guess ill have to find the bright spots in my dreams.
even then, i may not be happy.

finally, i blog again!

-the return of the blogger-

sup mates!
many many stuff have happened since i last blogged on national day.
*today is the 19th keke*

well... completed my CA1s..with shit ass results.
its like so irrrritating... yea.. guess i did a previous post on that about cost accounting.
it really sucks lor.
you reap wat you sow.
if i sow gold i get sai lah is that wat cost accounting is trying to say?

nvm.. blaw got 68, fa got 65, tax got 62, cost 50 (retest) and rwps a surprising 78.
frigging cbs... not happy with the first 3 man..

now in the midst of ca2, completed my FA and cost liaoz..
left tax... its 4 days from now -__-!

SIANZZZZ endless studying and test wanting to deal me the fatal blow.
ok, enough of school.

well i think i REALLY have no life.
been rushing home from school since i entered poly, due-to-the-fact-that-sp-really-sucks-in-my-opinion.
我现在好想我中学的时光.每天过这没烦恼 ！！

-home-
sam says: dota dota dota
josh says: JER YOU FAG DOTA!!!
jan says: oi u sai lang want dota or not

ARGH! the temptation to play until my laptop explodes.
couldnt resist it.
i went along and played dota.

thats... a typical day of my life.

let me recall, did i even go out during the weekends before?

geez, i dun recall going out wif friendz at all.
BUT im going out tomorrow with my ex-colleages at OG! =)

Long time no see them man!
Wonder how poly influences people =P
i only know for me.. it makes me more deary of sch.

/bangs the wall.

oh yahhhhh.
today went to play pool wif africa, samuel and africa's friend, marcus.

as expected, i kena trashed.
so xia suey leh marcus so pro de..
snooker player lai de!

天理何在!!!!!!!!
习惯了，世界本来就是这么惨酷的.

im now so sad.
so very sad.
if we could turn back time, if only we could, life would be so great.

命运不是掌握在自己的手里!'

right, another lame post.
guess my friends are all like WTF jermin type rubbish again!

my respond to that would be sry lah! people long time no blog, need time to catch some balls mah!

im sure tmrs entry would be more exciting =))

GUNBATTE KUDASAI for your exams and tests!

wahhaa..
just came back from fishermans village...

yeah.. quite fun lahz...
but i didnt drink... for fear of rashes -_________-
yea... im allegic...

well we played games... ie. TRUTH OR DARE!!
haha i asked some.. lame and... erxin questions =）


phew... finally its english...
pressed some key wrongly and chinese typings came out..

yah... then slacked awhile at pasir ris park before i took a cab back with cong, josh and gq..

ahaha... about to go sleep ler...
but they still, except josh, at tmart... gaying around at the mac i guess...
=)
ill blog again sometime =P
its been very long since a proper post huh?
well ill do it more often now... since the stress and tests are about to come all over again... *haiz*

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, HAPPY 40TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!
MAY YOU PROSPER FOR MANY MANY GERNERATIONS TO COME!!!!

i realy feel like typing all the fucks.
please dun get offended. let me type it all.

fuck for all the homeworks sp has.
fuck for all the tutorials.
fuck for all the lame modules.
fuck for my results.
fuck for the short holidays.
fuck for all the shit that this world has.
fuck for the need to study.
fuck for us having to study till 25.
fuck for us having to serve us.
fuck for everything.