its now 2.30pm.
im in school.
gems lessons ends early today
and i was pang sehed by my friends.
my retest starts at 5.30
wat the hell am i giong to do till then?

WOAH...
many stuffs happen over the past few days...
i duno.. just alot...
lazy to blog...
haha..
interesting week i had...

quite true... hehe... quite accurate too!

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

wtf is happening to this world.
it is already unfair, why make it unfairer?!?!!?!

there is this phrase which goes like this: you reap what you sow.
in order words, in order to get good grades for your tests you have to study,
which i so faithfully did so.

guess what.
i failed my cost accouting despite hours of studying.
a fucking 43% for that paper, which constitutes 20% the module grade.
WHY IS IT SO FARKING LIKE THAT?

fuck it man.
tests are harder then in year 1.
everything is just so fucked up.
yes, they seem simple.
BUT they are really tricky. Oh my god man.
i just cannot stand it.
study = fail.
i might as well not study, and like year 1 where i can still pass.

this is a morale bummer.
i thought at LEAST i could fucking pass that fucking piece of fucked up paper.
i couldnt.
what a fucker am i.

im beginning to lose the impetus to study.
that drive is gone.
everything is getting harder, and im getting more stupid.
FA is more complicated now.
Cost especially sucks now.
Tax with all the this can tax, that cannot tax.
this got concesstion, that no concession.
this deductible, that not deductible.

FUCK IT.
TO FUCK WITH STUDIES.

i should prolly just quit sch and be a road sweeper or something.
at least there is no stress.
at least... if i work hard and sweep the road properly, be diligent, i can get promoted, and not fail like a certain something.

fuck you, earth.

another week has passed; its friday today.
report writing's survey questions are due for collection today.
kinda... touched off a little today...
its like its all supposed to be done last night and..
well simply put it isnt...

so we rushed through, made some improvements on their not so correctly done questions...
everything was complied during lesson time, but isnt perfect yet.
There are some marginning errors, some phrasing problems, and all in all, its just another lousy piece of work in my opinion...

not that miss lim wanted a perfect piece, but i just felt that we shld like do as much as we can.
yes, she also accepted a draft, but i just didnt wan her to see how lousy our questions were...

anyway am feeling better now....
much better infact

argh the chronic lack of sleep from the past few days must have taken its toll on me.

well its friday now, gona have a hell of a time tomorrow.
meetin my friends for a steamboat dinner.
sorta a small reunion, to meet my best pals since i havent done so in quite a while.

everybody's busy. school, project, tests, is beginning to make us feel seperated.
we are not as tight as we were in secondary sch, where we only have to look at 1 timetable and plan everything.

as fast as it seems, its already gona be the end of term 1 of yr 2 in a couple of weeks.

soon, ill be moving on to year 3, and then on to the army.

further dilution of our already meagre gathering hours.
sometimes, it just makes you wanna turn back time, back to secondary school, back to everything where it was, when everyone was happy, contented, and couldnt be bothered with our future.

everything is now. working hard for our modules, in which its grades would roughly determine our route, to the U, or to work?
back then, those mid year and final year exams were... redundant for future uses.
only the O levels are important.

aaarrrgggghhhhhhh

im entering a new phase of my life.
no longer the bunch of happy go lucky people we used to be in secondary sch, especially during sec 1 and 2.
worrisome and exam conditioned people we have becom-ed.

if we could turn back time....
if we could turn back time....
if we could turn... back... time....

if only time would stand still, and let us fully appreciate each second to the maximum, for once its passed, nothing could call it back, not even the mightiest of the gods could do so.

i have got a secret...
a deep, dark secret...
im heavily closetted...
no body knows it, except me..
this is ever so important...
it can change my life... as well as others
if i were to disclose this secret...
till i release it....
i shall guard it, close and tight.

sianz...
my friends can all find nice blogskins...

WHY JUST CAN'T I?!?!

Perhaps im destined to use skins that are not my taste...
hehe perhaps punishment for me since i cant design shit...
hahax..

nothing much happened...
really...

just.. go to sch.. come home..

yahz... thats about it..
boringlife rite..

OH YA
NEXT WEEEEKKKk 2 more tests coming... 20% each.. omg man -___-
and then theres blaw... on a certain saturday... and report writing test... on a certain date that i don't wish to know..

arrrghhhhh

*must work hard................................................*