i need an alternate life..

it is quite routine, working life for me.
i go home after work,
use the computer, relax for abit,
and next day its work.

i put in alot of effort when i work.
but the money i get dont justify this effort.

why am i always the one that gets called to do things?
i am only a temp.
there are other full timers around.
throw it to them then.

sometimes being called to do things is a testament of your ability.
it means that your ability to perform is sort of recognised.
but please, i strongly implore you all NOT to take things for granted.
otherwise, i may say goodbye after 5 working days.
and furthermore, with 7.3/hour, the fact that i am willing to do this much
is already on my part, i feel, giving more than what i SHOULD be giving for that pay.

and so, since you are still now so reliant on me to do what i am doing now,
treat me nicer.
otherwise, it may return to bite you.