ahhh...
this blog is too public alr..
shld go make 1 more..

cannot really type out everything..

anyway...
went fishie yesterday..
nth much happened, just felt giddy after 1 bottle of spirit..
played on the 'giant disc' at pasir ris park..
felt giddy and wasted and tired all the same ..
but heck.. back at home..
read HP and slept..


nw yr alr..
its always the same thing..
study study study..
i dont see the point in studying...
like what i read from my friend's blog..

1/3 of our lives spent on studying..
1/3 spent on working...
1/3 spent in seclusion..

i'm already 19..
soon like the wind.. ill be 20.. and 20 odd.. and will be working..
and what might i pursue?
i dont know..
i cannot even imagine sitting in an office all day long..
then u wonder, why do we have legs when we dont need it in the office.
the relentless pursue of $$$.
of promotion.. of better job benefits.. of more power...
ah shit.

that is the downside of commercialisation.. or modernisation or w/e lah
i dont give a damn about shit like this.
just wanna live my life the fullest..
probably starting a business or something..
not that im so extremely entrepreneurial...
aiya i dont know whats my direction in life.

i dont know what to aim for anymore.
not that i have an aim.














sometimes i just find it so hard to accept myself..
why must this happen... sigh..~